Full Tilt

Full Tilt

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  • Create Date:2021-05-15 10:54:21
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  • Author:Emma Scott
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Summary

"I would love you forever, if I only had the chance。。。"

Kacey Dawson has always lived life on the edge--impulsively, sometimes recklessly。 And now, as lead guitarist for a hot up-and-coming band, she is poised at the brink of fame and fortune。 But she is torn between wanting to be a serious musician, and the demons that lure her down the glittering, but alcohol-soaked path of rock stardom。 A wrecked concert in Las Vegas threatens to ruin her career entirely。 She wakes up with the hangover from hell and no memory of the night before, or how she ended up on her limo driver's couch。。。

Jonah Fletcher is running out of time。 He knows his situation is hopeless, and he's vowed to make the most of the handful of months he has left to him。 His plans include seeing the opening of his glass installation at a prestigious art gallery。。。they do not include falling in love with a wild, tempestuous rock musician who wound up passed out on his couch。 Jonah sees that Kacey is on a path to self-destruction。 He lets her crash with him for a few days to dry out and get her head on straight。 But neither of them expected the deep connection they felt, or how that connection could grow so fast from friendship into something more。 Something deep and pure and life-changing。。。something as fragile as glass, that they both know will shatter in the end no matter how hard they try to hold on to it。

Full Tilt is a story about what it means to love with your whole heart, to sacrifice, to experience terrible grief and soaring joy。 To live life with all its beauty, and all its pain, and in the end to be able to smile through tears and know you wouldn't have changed a thing。 ***FIRST BOOK IN A TWO PART DUET*** All In (Full Tilt #2) forthcoming。。。

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Reviews

Greti

4,5 stars。 If you know what the second book is gonna be about you know why I can't give 5 stars to it。 4,5 stars。 If you know what the second book is gonna be about you know why I can't give 5 stars to it。 。。。more

Ophelia

*saddest little baby in the room*Das Zitat beschreibt meinen momentanen Gefühlszustand。。。。 es war so traurig aber trotzdem WUNDERschön!

Mandy Olivier

*3,5I don’t know what to say after reading the last pages。。。 honestly it perplexed me。 Although, after reading a few reviews of the book I thought I was going to be heartbroken。 But I’m not。 Don’t get me wrong, it is a very beautiful story。。。 but sometimes I missed the emotions I guess? I can’t really point out what, but it didn’t meet my expectations。 Also, I get the feeling (because of the sneak a peek a the end) that something will happen between Theo and Kacey and I don’t know how to feel ab *3,5I don’t know what to say after reading the last pages。。。 honestly it perplexed me。 Although, after reading a few reviews of the book I thought I was going to be heartbroken。 But I’m not。 Don’t get me wrong, it is a very beautiful story。。。 but sometimes I missed the emotions I guess? I can’t really point out what, but it didn’t meet my expectations。 Also, I get the feeling (because of the sneak a peek a the end) that something will happen between Theo and Kacey and I don’t know how to feel about that。 I guess I’ll have to read the second one! 。。。more

rownaeh

I recommend!As long as I don’t think too much about the days, I can turn off my pessimism towards whirlwind romances。 But I feel like the days matter for this story and yet, I fell in love with their love。I wish I could write more about the book but my heart is so sore and my eyes are so tired from ugly crying。

Manisha Nayak

My heart hurts and I want it to hurt for a few more days for me to recover from this。

Da'ad

Beautiful and heartbreaking。 So well done I freaking loved EVERYONE and felt with and for them all。 The pacing and relationship and character development was perfection, and the writing poignant and powerful。 I was putting off reading it for a long time because of what I know of Full Tilt, and I don't like to be upset like that。 But I finally caved, because I had hints that made me feel that the next book, while similarly kicking my ass, would mend it beautifully and perfectly, too。 I so look fo Beautiful and heartbreaking。 So well done I freaking loved EVERYONE and felt with and for them all。 The pacing and relationship and character development was perfection, and the writing poignant and powerful。 I was putting off reading it for a long time because of what I know of Full Tilt, and I don't like to be upset like that。 But I finally caved, because I had hints that made me feel that the next book, while similarly kicking my ass, would mend it beautifully and perfectly, too。 I so look forward to reading the reason this first book was written, even as I dread it。 。。。more

Brenda

This book!!!! 🥺 I haven’t cried this hard over a book since A little life。 Like full on ugly crying with snot。 Yes, snot!!!! This was so beautiful :( I loved Jonah so much, he was such a sweet person who deserved more I don’t know how I’m going to recover from this book and I’m too scared to read the second book

Tish

Pain。 Just pure freaking pain。 When my body and mind come back to me maybe I’ll rewrite this review but for now。 What an absolutely beautiful book。 I was drawn in the moment I started and I knew。 I knew- that this one would hurt so much。 Jonah and Kasey were so easily to love, to root for, to fall in love with。 Jonah, sweet, sweet Jonah: my heart aches。 He is so wonderful, a man who is so easy to love。 A genuine beautiful soul。 And Kasey, a soul lost and found by love。 I have not cried for a boo Pain。 Just pure freaking pain。 When my body and mind come back to me maybe I’ll rewrite this review but for now。 What an absolutely beautiful book。 I was drawn in the moment I started and I knew。 I knew- that this one would hurt so much。 Jonah and Kasey were so easily to love, to root for, to fall in love with。 Jonah, sweet, sweet Jonah: my heart aches。 He is so wonderful, a man who is so easy to love。 A genuine beautiful soul。 And Kasey, a soul lost and found by love。 I have not cried for a book in awhile。 At least not this hard。 Ever cry during a sex scene? Yea I did。 I totally did for this。 This love was so pure, so strong, so beautifully tragic。 I’m gonna need like 19 shots to recover from this heartache。 I’ve avoided this book for years and apart of me is mad at myself because it’s really SO beautiful。 But, I also needed to be in the right mindset to read this because I knew it would wreck me。 Emma Scott has yet to disappoint me。 I don’t know when I’m going to dive into All In but I know it’ll have to be soon。 This was phenomenal。 A top read of 2021, and maybe in my life。 And this will 1000001% be featured on my page。 。。。more

Hailey

This review has been hidden because it contains spoilers。 To view it, click here。 Omg this book my eyes are so swollen。 Jonah why why why man I loved him so much he brought life into Kacey and he was just so perfect。

Xenia

Leider konnte mich die Geschichte nicht richtig mitreißen。 Ich weiß echt nicht woran es lag, da die Story an sich super schön und emotional war。 Trotzdem schafft es Emma Scott immer wieder mich zum weinen zu bringen。 Irgendwie hat mich die Geschichte wohl doch tiefer berührt, als ich dachte 🥺

Zara

*4。5 Tearful stars

Marlene Haiberger

„Wir haben vielleicht keine Monate oder Jahre, aber wir haben Augenblicke。 Tausende und Abertausende davon。 Lass uns jeden Moment leben, ihn nutzen und bis zum Letzten auskosten。 Okay?“Was für eine Gefühlsachterbahn! Ich habe gelacht, geweint und mich in die wunderschöne Liebesgeschichte von Kacey und Jonah verliebt!

abbie

This review has been hidden because it contains spoilers。 To view it, click here。 ok this book had me truly feeling。 there was a lot of love packed into these pages and I definitely enjoyed my time reading it because I genuinely did like kasey and jonah and their love。 some of the spicy scenes were really good (rain scene!!!!) and I liked that it wasn’t just porn on a page, it was still personal (a lot of romance books do that and it’s just not for me!!!)。i think though at the end of the book there was just a little something I can’t quite name that kept me from truly loving ok this book had me truly feeling。 there was a lot of love packed into these pages and I definitely enjoyed my time reading it because I genuinely did like kasey and jonah and their love。 some of the spicy scenes were really good (rain scene!!!!) and I liked that it wasn’t just porn on a page, it was still personal (a lot of romance books do that and it’s just not for me!!!)。i think though at the end of the book there was just a little something I can’t quite name that kept me from truly loving this book and getting immersed in the story and fully invested。 i don’t know?? I think some of jonah and kasey’s scenes fell a lil flat。 so much of the book was about tiny moments being the most important so I wished we had had more small moments of them just being together to make me fall more in love with their love。 after they got together I felt like most of the scenes were just sex scenes and I wanted a bit more?also I know there doesn’t need to be a twist to make a story compelling but I think I expected something a bit more to happen to really keep me interested ~ like around 75% I was like okay there’s going to be an alternate conflict, or something else but there wasn’t。 It was just the conflict that we knew from the first chapter。 Which isn’t a bad thing it just didn’t hold my interest as much as I would have liked!!!i also wish the book had been edited a lil more!!! some of the dialogue felt a little stilted and I found so many editing errors 💀 which is like fine but when I kept finding them and when things felt unnatural I was kind of taken out of the story!! And I hate that, I wannna be immersed。anyway overall it was an emotional and v v tender read!! 。。。more

Mel Seng

I'm not even sure I can write a review through my sobbing, and I finished the book 25 minutes ago。 Kacey and Jonah's love story was the most bittersweet I could imagine。 Finding love in the last several months of life, was beautiful and devastating。 But they loved with no regrets。 It was all about living every moment of that romance until the end。 Living in the moments, rather than months or years。 It made me think how the rest of us should keep in mind that we never know how long we're here for I'm not even sure I can write a review through my sobbing, and I finished the book 25 minutes ago。 Kacey and Jonah's love story was the most bittersweet I could imagine。 Finding love in the last several months of life, was beautiful and devastating。 But they loved with no regrets。 It was all about living every moment of that romance until the end。 Living in the moments, rather than months or years。 It made me think how the rest of us should keep in mind that we never know how long we're here for, unlike Jonah, and live accordingly。 I'd give it six stars if I could。 。。。more

fatima

This review has been hidden because it contains spoilers。 To view it, click here。 “Kacey…No regret。Only love。Only you。I could see a receding shore beneath a sky full of stars。 Millions upon millions of stars。 Millions upon millions of moments。 All of them with her name。I loved her more than I had ever loved anyone and was loved in return。 The knowledge was safe in me, locked in my heart, and when I stopped fighting it and let my eyes fall closed…I couldn’t see the shore anymore but I knew it was there。A wind whispered, like a breath。 My final breath。I will love you forever。”T “Kacey…No regret。Only love。Only you。I could see a receding shore beneath a sky full of stars。 Millions upon millions of stars。 Millions upon millions of moments。 All of them with her name。I loved her more than I had ever loved anyone and was loved in return。 The knowledge was safe in me, locked in my heart, and when I stopped fighting it and let my eyes fall closed…I couldn’t see the shore anymore but I knew it was there。A wind whispered, like a breath。 My final breath。I will love you forever。”Tears, tears, and more tears。 Read this book at your own risk。 。。。more

Brooke

Literary Love Book Club May Pick 2 of 2 When I first heard of this book on youtube, from Steph Bohrer, I was so excited to read it。 This type of emotional book is so up my alley and the way it was described, the reviews, everything, I just knew this would be a new fave。 I think that hindered my enjoyment because my expectations were SOO high。 Everything about this should have worked for me, but it just let me down。 I'm not saying it's a bad book, 3 stars is a decent rating, it just disappointe Literary Love Book Club May Pick 2 of 2 When I first heard of this book on youtube, from Steph Bohrer, I was so excited to read it。 This type of emotional book is so up my alley and the way it was described, the reviews, everything, I just knew this would be a new fave。 I think that hindered my enjoyment because my expectations were SOO high。 Everything about this should have worked for me, but it just let me down。 I'm not saying it's a bad book, 3 stars is a decent rating, it just disappointed me for no apparent reason。I won't give a synopsis of this book because it truly would give it all away。 This book is such an emotional rollercoaster that really tugged at my heartstrings。What took away from me being emotional about these characters and it hitting me fully, was the insta love。 These characters knew each other for like 1 day and it was like BAM。 I get it because they both had so much going on in their lives and needed someone to confide in。 They really opened up to each other, but I think that was my biggest grievance, insta love, or maybe it wasn't and this book just let me down and that's why I feel the way I do。 I literally do not know and can't 100% pinpoint it。 It's just not sitting any higher than a 3 in my mind because I will probably forget about this book。 It had its moments, and I did love Jonah so much, he was the softest bean。 Some of the things he said just made me so sad for him。 This also had its funny moments because Jonah and Kacey had great banter。 Here are some quotes I loved in this book:From the authors note: "What is love worth to those who are at the end of their journey instead of the beginning? Love can begin at any time, in any facet of life。 That is the beauty—and hope—of this human existence。 I hope this love story does justice to that idea"“I hate that people leave when they’re supposed to stay。” "But it can’t。 I can’t take her down that road with me because eventually we’ll come to the place where I have to go on, and she can’t follow。" THIS HURT MY HEARTTTT GOODBYE "I committed these moments to memory with the hope I might take them with me wherever I went next。" AND THIS。。。 OW OW OWIn addition, I had a weird feeling throughout this book about what the next book was going to be because I could just SENSE IT。 I'm putting a spoiler warning because I just have to talk about it。 (view spoiler)[I read the synopsis of it at the end of this book and I am SO MAD。 I KNEW IT。 I knew that Theo and Kacey had this weird thing going on and now the next book is going to be about them falling in love? NO。 That feels so dirty and cheap and I won't be reading the next book because this ended just fine。 I can't imagine Kacey being so in love with Jonah and then when he dies, she goes for his brother? NAH sis that just feels so gross to me after Jonah was the "love of her life"。 Get out of here。 (hide spoiler)] 。。。more

Samia Elashry

i am bawling。。。。 that’s all。。。。。 read this book if you want to get your heart destroyed 💔🤧🤧

Bethany

This book is serene but chaotic, does that make sense? Nope but, the love they feel for each other is filled with so much tenderness and desire it HURTS。’I kissed Jonah Fletcher with all of my heart, and with every piece of my soul that would love him forever。’HONESTLY, read at your own risk。

Prerna

This one hurt but it was my own damn fault。 I thought I had balls of steel and eyes as dry as the Sahara。 Uff, I was quickly brought to heel。 I had to watch White Chicks right after reading this to avoid a depressed slump。 Josh is the perfect main character。 You get emotionally attached to him very early on, and despite knowing that this was a fated romance, you DO NOT avoid the sweet lull of this duo, nor the sudden lurch towards the end。 I felt like I had an MI, honestly。 I would recommend thi This one hurt but it was my own damn fault。 I thought I had balls of steel and eyes as dry as the Sahara。 Uff, I was quickly brought to heel。 I had to watch White Chicks right after reading this to avoid a depressed slump。 Josh is the perfect main character。 You get emotionally attached to him very early on, and despite knowing that this was a fated romance, you DO NOT avoid the sweet lull of this duo, nor the sudden lurch towards the end。 I felt like I had an MI, honestly。 I would recommend this to anyone, especially knowing the second book in this duet promises to heal you。 However, one has to prepare oneself for the barrage of emotions that is heading one’s way。 Beyond the story of redemption, second chances and the power of having just even one person to root for you, the writing is so poetic and pretty。 It is a rounded, wholesome experience reading this one。 。。。more

Rebecca Brown

Dying, ɪ ʟᴇᴀʀɴᴇᴅ, ɪs ɴᴏᴛ ᴀ ᴛᴇᴀᴍ sᴘᴏʀᴛ。 Iᴛs ᴀ sᴏʟɪᴛᴀʀʏ ᴇɴᴅᴇᴠᴏᴜʀ。 Eᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ᴡᴀs ᴏɴ ᴅʀʏ ʟᴀɴᴅ, ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ɪ ᴡᴀs ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ ᴏɴ ᴀ ʙᴏᴀᴛ ᴀs ɪᴛ sʟᴏᴡʟʏ ᴘᴜʟʟᴇᴅ ᴀᴡᴀʏ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ sʜᴏʀᴇ♡︎♥︎Straight off the bat。。I don’t think I will be able to do this book justice with a review。。Kacey & Jonah are not meant to be, Jonah has a strict schedule and cannot fall in love as he is on borrowed time & Kacey is rockstar who was on a path of self destruction。。 one night brought Jonah and Kacey together, he takes her in so she c Dying, ɪ ʟᴇᴀʀɴᴇᴅ, ɪs ɴᴏᴛ ᴀ ᴛᴇᴀᴍ sᴘᴏʀᴛ。 Iᴛs ᴀ sᴏʟɪᴛᴀʀʏ ᴇɴᴅᴇᴠᴏᴜʀ。 Eᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ᴡᴀs ᴏɴ ᴅʀʏ ʟᴀɴᴅ, ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ɪ ᴡᴀs ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ ᴏɴ ᴀ ʙᴏᴀᴛ ᴀs ɪᴛ sʟᴏᴡʟʏ ᴘᴜʟʟᴇᴅ ᴀᴡᴀʏ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ sʜᴏʀᴇ♡︎♥︎Straight off the bat。。I don’t think I will be able to do this book justice with a review。。Kacey & Jonah are not meant to be, Jonah has a strict schedule and cannot fall in love as he is on borrowed time & Kacey is rockstar who was on a path of self destruction。。 one night brought Jonah and Kacey together, he takes her in so she can have a few days rest before continuing her tour but they just。。。clicked。This is emotional, raw and just beautiful。 Jonah is dying, he wants to finish his art installation, stick to her schedule and no distractions, keeping few people close but Kacey is the light in his darkness c they both didn’t know they needed each other🖤You know those books that you just want to last forever, their LOVE was just breath taking。 I’m struggling to put into words just how much this book consumed my heart。🥺I was hoping and hoping for a miracle at any time in this book, knowing the inevitable but my heart was not ready regardless 🥺 tissues at the ready for this astonishingly beautiful book。“𝐿𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠, 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡? 𝐽𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑤𝑒 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑒𝑑。 𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠。 𝑊𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑠𝑜 𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑦。 𝑇ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑠𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑠 𝑢𝑝𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑠𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑠。“ 。。。more

vib。very_important_books

Es gibt so vieles, das gesagt werden müsste und so vieles, das ich niemals werde aussprechen können。Denn es gibt eine Hand voll Bücher, die mich emotional völlig zerstört haben。 Die mich über 50/ 100 Seiten über haben weinen lassen。。。Keines von ihnen hatte mich jedoch 420 Seiten lang weinen lassen。 Bei jedem kleinen, kostbaren, traurigen, wunderschönen, bildgewaltigen & emotionalen Moment。Dieses Buch hat mich so vieles gelehrt, mir vieles gegeben & mir gleichzeitig auch einen Teil meines Herzens Es gibt so vieles, das gesagt werden müsste und so vieles, das ich niemals werde aussprechen können。Denn es gibt eine Hand voll Bücher, die mich emotional völlig zerstört haben。 Die mich über 50/ 100 Seiten über haben weinen lassen。。。Keines von ihnen hatte mich jedoch 420 Seiten lang weinen lassen。 Bei jedem kleinen, kostbaren, traurigen, wunderschönen, bildgewaltigen & emotionalen Moment。Dieses Buch hat mich so vieles gelehrt, mir vieles gegeben & mir gleichzeitig auch einen Teil meines Herzens genommen。 Das hier。。。 das ist so viel mehr als ein Buch, eine Geschichte, ein Aneinanderreihen von Augenblicken。 Es ist mehr als lesen, fühlen & lächeln。Aber vor allem ist es zerstörend。 Auf liebevolle, brutale, schmerzende Art und Weise。 Und dennoch würde ich mich immer und immer wieder davon zerstören lassen, denn das ist nicht nur die Story, sondern vor allem die Charaktere wert。 Jeder einzelne von ihnen war so liebevoll gestaltet, aber vor allem Jonah & Kacey sind es, die einen nicht mehr loslassen werden。Etwas in mir ist während dieses Buches zerbrochen, ja。 Aber gleichzeitig sind so, so viele farbenfrohe, wunderschöne Augenblicke voller Gefühle über die Seiten hinweg explodiert。Wer dieses Buch nicht liest, den verstehe ich - denn es ist definitiv nichts für schwache Nerven。 Und dennoch empfehle ich jedem durch diesen Schmerz zu gehen, denn es ist eines der besten Bücher, die ich jemals gelesen habe。 Und lesen werde。 。。。more

Michelle (BookishMichelle)

4。5 stars!Oh my lord, I cannot even begin to describe how I'm feeling after this book。 At first I was moderately enjoying it, I was growing to love the characters and learning about them。 Slowly but surely they crept they way into my heart and by the end of it, I was absolutely DESTROYED。 I'm not sure how to express how much of a mess I am right now but I guess we all need a good cry every now and then 4。5 stars!Oh my lord, I cannot even begin to describe how I'm feeling after this book。 At first I was moderately enjoying it, I was growing to love the characters and learning about them。 Slowly but surely they crept they way into my heart and by the end of it, I was absolutely DESTROYED。 I'm not sure how to express how much of a mess I am right now but I guess we all need a good cry every now and then 。。。more

Ella-Joy Sarpiya

ONE OF MY FAVS!!!! wow, all the characters in this book I love with my heart and soul。 JONAH is such a babe and I want a man like him。 How the author wrote him is so addicting and I read this book in 3 days。 Their relationship between Kacey and Jonah is such a strange arrangement but they make it work。 They both fell in love so deeply that the ending ripped them and the reader。 I was balling my eyes out during this book and I love it so so much。

klydnay

J A H R E S H I G H L I G H T !Wow, wow, wow! So ein tiefgründiges Buch。 Am Ende sind viele Tränen geflossen, also wer sehr verletzt sein möchte, soll dieses Buch lesen! Ich liebe Emma Scott und ihre Bücher😍 Eine ultra große Leseempfehlung!

Sky Campbell

I feel like I give books high ratings。。。 but this genuinely was a 5 star。 This book。 It brought out so many emotions。 I'm still crying just writing this review。 I was so connected to the characters it's unreal。 I'm excited to read the second book but I'm so shocked right now。 I swear this book has changed my out look on love 100%。 "Lovers don't finally meet somewhere。 They're in each other all along。" - Full Tilt I feel like I give books high ratings。。。 but this genuinely was a 5 star。 This book。 It brought out so many emotions。 I'm still crying just writing this review。 I was so connected to the characters it's unreal。 I'm excited to read the second book but I'm so shocked right now。 I swear this book has changed my out look on love 100%。 "Lovers don't finally meet somewhere。 They're in each other all along。" - Full Tilt 。。。more

evelina

this book broke my heart and stitched all of the pieces back together。

Linda

This book has left me reeling with emotions。。。I don't know when I will recover。。 This book has left me reeling with emotions。。。I don't know when I will recover。。 。。。more

cam

4。5*it's almost 3 am and I am in tears。 I only bought this book because of a tik tok and I am in pain。 4。5*it's almost 3 am and I am in tears。 I only bought this book because of a tik tok and I am in pain。 。。。more

jamie

i pushed off finishing this book for as long as i could because i didn’t want to see jonah go。 this book made me laugh and cry。 it wasn’t the most amazing book ever but overall a good read!

Laura Kaye

What a work of art。 This book is purely lovely and endearing。 I'm speechless。 This series touched my heart in every way。 I'll never forget this book。 Stunning。 What a work of art。 This book is purely lovely and endearing。 I'm speechless。 This series touched my heart in every way。 I'll never forget this book。 Stunning。 。。。more